One with You (Crossfire #5) Page 19

  “Kiss me good-bye,” I demanded.

  “You don’t want my mouth anywhere near you right now!”

  Tossing her up, I spun her in midair and brought her down facing me, catching her mouth in a hard kiss. It was sloppy, graceless. Our noses bumped. But the feel of her mouth under mine, her warm skin beneath my hands, was just what I needed.

  She nipped my bottom lip with her teeth. She could’ve hurt me, drawn blood. Instead the bite was a gentle scold, as was the tug of my hair in her fists.

  “You’re crazy,” she complained. “What the hell is the matter with you?”

  “Don’t leave without kissing me good-bye.”

  “Are you for real?” She glared at me. “I did kiss you.”

  “The first time. Not the second or third.”

  “Well, fuck me sideways,” she breathed. Tightening her grip on my neck, she pulled herself up and wrapped her legs around my waist. “Why didn’t you just ask?”

  “I won’t beg.”

  “You never do.” She touched my face. “You give orders. Don’t stop now.”

  “The stuff you get away with when you’re the boss,” Megumi said to Scott, who sat at his desk with his gaze studiously fixed on his monitor.

  Scott wisely said nothing.

  Arash, however, wasn’t as circumspect. “Temporary insanity caused by prewedding jitters, right, Scott?” He came up beside me. “Diminished capacity. An epic brain fart of some kind.”

  I shot him a warning look. “Shut up.”

  “Be nice.” Eva kissed me lightly. “We’re going to talk about this later.”

  “Your place or ours?”

  She smiled, her temper gone. “Ours.”

  Her legs unwound and I set her down.

  I could let her go now. I still didn’t like it, but the knot in my stomach had eased. Eva was no worse for wear. Her temper always hit like a sudden storm and dissipated as swiftly, washing the slate clean.

  “Hello, Megumi.” I extended my hand.

  She took it, showing off glittering nude nails. Megumi was an attractive woman, with jaw-length black hair and almond-shaped eyes.

  Eva’s friend and former co-worker looked stronger than she had the last time I’d seen her, which pleased me, because I knew how much my wife worried about her. I knew her only in passing prior to the sexual assault that had recently changed her life. I regretted that. The woman who stood before me now had a wounded look in her dark brown eyes and an air of bravado that betrayed vulnerability.

  Experience had taught me she had a long road ahead of her. And she would never again be the person she’d been before.

  I glanced at Eva. My wife had come so far, from both the girl she’d been long ago and the young woman I had first met. She was stronger now, too. I was happy to see that and wouldn’t change it for anything.

  I could only pray that strength wouldn’t eventually take her away from me.

  I left James Cho’s studio exactly the way I expected—with my ass handed to me. Still, I’d managed to redeem myself at the end, taking the former champion fighter down in our last sparring match.

  Angus was waiting for me outside, standing beside the Bentley. He opened the door and took my duffel bag but didn’t smile. On the backseat, Lucky barked in his carrier, his excited face peering from behind the bars.

  Pausing before sliding into the back, I held Angus’s gaze.

  “I have some information,” he said grimly.

  Considering the search for Hugh’s files, I’d been braced for bad news. “We’ll talk when we get to the penthouse.”

  “Your office would be better.”

  “All right.” I slid into the back, frowning. Either location was private. I’d suggested home so that Eva could be with me, supporting me, when he relayed whatever information he had. Angus’s preference for the office could only mean he didn’t want Eva nearby.

  What would he have to tell me that was best kept from my wife?

  Lucky pawed at the carrier door, whining softly. Absently, I opened it and he tumbled out, climbing into my lap and rearing up to lick my jaw.

  “Okay, okay.” I held him so he wouldn’t fall in his frenzy, tilting my head back to avoid getting licked on the mouth. “It’s nice to see you, too.”

  Rubbing his warm, soft body with one hand, I looked out at the city as we drove through it. New York was an entirely different landscape at night, a fusion of dark alleys and twinkling high-rises, garish neon storefronts and intimate sidewalk dining.

  With nearly two million people living on an island of less than twenty-three square miles, privacy was both rare and imagined. Apartment windows faced each other, with scarcely any distance between them. Often those windows remained uncovered, exposing private lives to anyone who chose to look. Telescopes were a popular item.

  It was a New Yorker’s way to live within a bubble, minding their own business with the expectation that others would do the same. The other option was to feel claustrophobic, the antithesis of the spirit of freedom that was the foundation of the Empire State.

  We reached the Crossfire and I exited the Bentley with Lucky. Angus followed me through the revolving doors and we crossed the lobby in silence. The security guards stood as I approached, greeting me briskly by name, while darting glances at the tiny puppy tucked under my arm. I smiled inwardly as I caught my reflection. Dressed in sweats and a T-shirt with shower-damp hair, I doubted any person not in the know would believe I owned the building.

  The elevator shot us up quickly and we were walking through the Cross Industries headquarters within moments of our arrival. Most offices and cubicles were dark and empty, but some ambitious employees were still getting things done—or didn’t have a reason to go home. I could relate. It wasn’t long ago that I’d spent more time at work than the penthouse.

  Entering my office, I turned the lights on and activated the opacity of the glass wall. Then I went to the seating area, settling on the couch and dropping Lucky on the cushion beside me. It was at that time I noticed Angus carried a worn leather binder.

  He pulled a club chair close to the coffee table and sat. His gaze held mine.

  My throat closed as another possibility came to mind. Angus seemed too somber, the meeting too formal.

  “You’re not retiring,” I preempted him, the words thick in my mouth. “I won’t let you.”

  He stared at me a moment, and then his face softened. “Ah, laddie. Ye’ll be stuck with me for a while yet.”

  Relief hit me so hard, I sagged back into the sofa, my heart pounding. Lucky, always ready to play, jumped on my chest.

  “Down,” I ordered, which only made him more excitable. I pinned him in place with one hand and gave a brisk nod to Angus to get started.

  “You’ll remember the dossier we compiled when you met Eva,” he began.

  Focused by the sound of my wife’s name, I straightened. “Of course.”

  The memory of the day I met Eva came rushing back. I’d been seated in the limo at the curb, seconds from pulling away from the Crossfire. She had been entering the building. I watched her, felt the pull of her. Unable to resist, I told Angus to wait and I went back in to find her, chasing after a woman—something I’d never done.

  She’d dropped her name badge when she saw me and I retrieved it for her, noting her name and the company she worked for. By the end of the night, I’d had a thin folder on my home office desk containing a quick background check—again, something I’d never done for a mere sexual interest. Somehow, on a level I hadn’t yet recognized, I knew she was mine. Knew that however I deluded myself, she was going to be important to me.

  In the days that followed, the dossier grew, encompassing Eva’s parents and Cary, then Eva’s paternal and maternal grandparents.

  “We’ve kept a lawyer on retainer in Austin,” Angus went on, “to send us any reports of unusual activity with Harrison and Leah Tramell.”

  Monica’s parents. Their estrangement from their daughter and grandd
aughter was just fine with me. Less family to deal with. But I also understood that while they might not have had any interest in Eva as an illegitimate grandchild, their minds might change when Eva publicly became my wife. “What have they done?”

  “They died,” he said bluntly, unzipping the binder. “Nearly a month ago.”

  That gave me pause. “Eva doesn’t know. We were just talking over the weekend about wedding invitations and they came up. I assume Monica doesn’t keep tabs on them.”

  “She wrote the obituary that appeared in the local paper.” Angus withdrew a photocopy and set it on the table.

  Picking it up, I scanned through it quickly. The Tramells had died together, in a boating accident during a summer vacation. The accompanying photo was decades old, with clothing and hair dating it to sometime in the seventies. They were an attractive couple, well dressed and expensively accessorized. What didn’t fit was the hair—even in a black-and-white newspaper printing I could see they were both dark-haired.

  I read the closing sentence. Harrison and Leah are survived by their daughter, Monica, and two grandchildren. Looking up at Angus, I repeated aloud, “Two grandchildren? Eva has a sibling?”

  Lucky wriggled out of my lax grip and jumped to the floor.

  Angus took a deep breath. “That mention and the photo made me take a deeper look.”

  He pulled out a picture and set it down.

  I glanced at it. “Who is that?”

  “That’s Monica Tramell—now Monica Dieck.”

  My blood turned cold. The woman in the photo was a brunette, like her parents. And she looked nothing like the Monica I knew or my wife. “I don’t understand.”

  “I haven’t yet figured out what Eva’s mother’s actual name is, but the real Monica Tramell had a brother named Jackson who was briefly married to Lauren Kittrie.”

  “Lauren.” Eva’s middle name. “What do we know about her?”

  “For now, nothing, but that’ll change. We’re looking.”

  I raked my hand through my hair. “Is it possible we’ve confused the Tramells and looked at the wrong family?”

  “No, lad.”

  Standing, I went to the bar. I took two tumblers off the shelf and poured two fingers of Ardbeg Uigeadail single malt into each. “Stanton would’ve checked out Monica—Eva’s mother—thoroughly before he married her.”

  “You didn’t find out about Eva’s past until she told you,” he pointed out.

  He was right. The records of Eva’s abuse, her miscarriage, the court transcripts, the settlement … they’d all been meticulously buried. When I’d tasked Arash with drafting the prenuptial agreement, we had verified her financial assets and debts, but that was all. I loved her. I wanted her. Discrediting her in any way had never been considered.

  Stanton loved his wife as well. Her personal fortune, accumulated after two financially advantageous divorces, would have addressed the most pressing concern. As for the rest, I expect he and I had acted similarly. Why search for trouble when all indications were that there was none? Love was willfully blind and made fools of men.

  I rounded the bar and nearly tripped over Lucky as he bounded in front of me. “Benjamin Clancy is damned good. He wouldn’t have missed this.”

  “We missed it.” He took the glass I handed him. “If the Tramells hadn’t passed away, we still wouldn’t know. The background check was clean.”

  “How can it be clean, for fuck’s sake?” I knocked back the whiskey in one swallow.

  “Eva’s mother used Monica’s name, birthdate, and family history, but she never opened a line of credit, which is how most identity theft is discovered. The bank account she’s using was established twenty-five years ago and is a business account with a separate tax ID.”

  She would’ve had to provide a personal SSN, as well, when she opened it, but the world was a very different place before the Internet.

  The enormity of the fraud was difficult for me to grasp. If Angus was right, Eva’s mother had lived more of her life as another woman than she had as herself.

  “There’s no trail, lad,” he reiterated, setting his tumbler down untouched. “No crumbs to follow.”

  “What about the real Monica Tramell?”

  “Her husband manages everything. In that sense, she hardly exists.”

  I looked down at the puppy who pawed at my shin. “Eva doesn’t know about any of this,” I said grimly. “She would’ve told me.”

  Even as I said it, I had to wonder how she would’ve told me. How would I tell her, if I were in her place? Could she keep such a huge secret, having lived with the lie so long she now believed it was true?

  “Aye, Gideon,” Angus said, his tone low and conciliatory. He wondered, too. It was his job to do so. “She loves you. Deeper and truer than I’ve ever seen a lass love a man.”

  I lowered back onto the sofa, felt the slight weight of Lucky as he scrambled up beside me. “I need to know more. Everything. I can’t bring information like this to Eva in bits and pieces.”

  “You’ll have it,” he promised.

  9

  “It’s …” Wincing at the detailed sketch Cary had placed in front of me, I shook my head. “It’s pretty, but it’s not … right. It’s not the right one.”

  Cary heaved out his breath. From where he sat on the floor at my feet, he dropped his head back on the couch to look at me upside down. “You’re kidding. I hand you a one-of-a-kind wedding dress designed just for you and you blow it off ?”

  “I don’t want a strapless dress. And this has a high-low hemline—”

  “That’s a train,” he said dryly.

  “Then why can I see the shoes? You shouldn’t be able to see the shoes.”

  “It’s a five-minute sketch. You can tell him to make the front longer.”

  Leaning forward, I grabbed the bottle of wine we’d opened earlier and added more to my glass. Journey’s greatest hits piped out through the surround sound speakers, the volume on low. The rest of the penthouse was quiet and dark¸ the living room illuminated by two end table lamps.

  “It’s too … contemporary,” I complained. “Too modern.”

  “Uh, yeah.” He lifted his head to look at the drawing again. “That’s what makes it cool.”

  “It’s trendy, Cary. When I have kids, they’ll look at it and wonder what I was thinking.” I took a sip of my wine and ran my fingers through his thick hair. “I want something timeless. Like Grace Kelly or Jackie Kennedy.”

  “Kids, huh?” He leaned into my touch, like a cat. “If you hurry up, we can push strollers through the park together and plan playdates.”

  “Ha! Maybe in ten years.” That sounded about right to me. Ten years of having Gideon to myself. Time for us to both grow a little more, smooth things out and find our groove.

  Things were getting better every day, but we remained a volatile couple with a tempestuous relationship. What we’d argued about earlier in his office?… I still didn’t know. That was Gideon, though. As sleek, wild, and dangerous as a wolf. Eating out of my hand one minute and snapping at it the next. Which was usually followed by fucking me like a beast, so … it worked for me.

  “Yeah,” Cary said morosely. “It’ll take ten years—and immaculate conception—for you to get knocked up if you don’t start nailing him again.”

  “Ugh.” I yanked on his hair. “Not that it’s any of your business, but I rocked his world last night.”

  “Did you?” He leered at me over his shoulder. “That’s my girl.”

  I smirked. “Going to rock it again when he gets home.”

  “I’m jealous. I’m not getting any. Zip. Zero. Zilch. My palm’s going to have a permanent indentation from my lonely dick.”

  Laughing, I leaned back into the sofa. “It’s good to take a break for a while. Puts things in perspective.”

  “You barely made it a week,” he scoffed.

  “Ten days, actually. Ten horrible, hellacious, horrendous days.” I took another drink.
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br />   “Right? Sucks. Bad.”

  “I wouldn’t want to go through it again, but I’m glad we were able to take sex out of the equation for a little bit. Made us focus on talking things out and enjoying just hanging out. When we finally let loose, it was …” I licked my lips. “Explosive.”

  “You’re making me hard.”

  I snorted. “What doesn’t?”

  He shot me an arch glance. “I will not be ashamed of my healthy sex drive.”

  “Just be proud of yourself for taking some time to figure out where you’re going. I’m proud of you.”

  “Aww, thanks, Mom.” He leaned his head on my knee. “You know … I could be lying to you.”

  “Nope. If you were fucking around, you’d want me to know about it, because then I’d kick your ass, which is part of the fun.” Not. But it was a way he used me to punish himself.

  “What’s going to be fun is Ibiza.”

  “Ibiza?” It took me a second to put it together. “For my bachelorette party?”

  “Yep.”

  Spain. Half a world away. I hadn’t been expecting that. “How long is this party supposed to last?”

  Cary flashed his million-dollar smile. “The weekend.”

  “Not that he gets a say, but Gideon’s not going to like it.”

  “I smoothed him out. He’s antsy about security, but he’s going to be busy himself, in Brazil.”

  I sat up. “Brazil?”

  “You’re like a parrot tonight, repeating everything.”

  I loved Brazil. Loved the music, the weather, the passion of the people. There was a sensuality to the culture of Brazil that was unmatched in the world.

  And thinking of Gideon there, with that pack of hot, rich men he called friends, celebrating the last days of a bachelorhood he’d already given up …

  My best friend twisted to face me. “I know that look. You’re getting twitchy just thinking about him surrounded by Brazilian bikinis and the hot-blooded women wearing them.”

  “Shut up, Cary.”

  “He’s got the right crew to hit it hard, too. Especially that Manuel character. He’s a major player.”